"Wake-Up Call" Here's a new story from Star Trek: Liberty
author Joseph Manno featuring Liberty's Luciano Mantovanni
and Dark Horizon's Jack
McCall...
Star Trek:
Dark Horizon is simultaneously old school and cutting edge … at once
broader in scope and more intimate in focus than your run-of-the-mill fan
fiction. Its creator and primary author, Michael Gray, is an old friend/foe of
mine. We’ve crossed swords on matters personal (he’s a cynical atheist, I an
opinionated Roman Catholic), creative (he’s always there with a compliment,
while I’d just as soon cut your work to pieces), and even trivial (how can you
use King Ghidorah as an avatar? That’s just
wrong). But I
wager neither of us would have it any other way. This one’s for Michael, the
hardest-working man in fan-fic.
“Wake-Up Call”
By Joseph
Manno
Once
again, Luciano Mantovanni battled a foe he’d never been able to defeat—one
against which even he could barely hold his own.
Paper’s
essentially an artifact of the past, he thought, but … paperwork and
paper cuts (metaphorically speaking) are unfortunately still goin’ strong.
And right about
now, I feel sliced to shreds. When his ready
room’s comm panel chimed, thus, Mantovanni took it as not interruption, but
reprieve. Or
at least temporary stay. He tapped the receive button, and the screen lit to
the not-at-all-unpleasant image of his security chief.
“Commander
Rhodes on the bridge, sir. I have a Captain Jack McCall of the USS
Chamberlain on a priority channel and scrambled. He asked to speak with
you.” She flashed him a lopsided grin. “Said that ‘whatever he’s playing
with in his ready room can’t be that important.’” Said grin
acquired a bit more spice.
“Kyrie eleison,
he’s cute.” Mantovanni
arched a brow.
“Oh, I always
thought he was just darling, too. Wipe the drool off your console and put
him through, will you?”
“Aye, sir.
We’re scrambled on this side, now, too.” “Thanks,
Cassie.”
McCall’s
charming, acquisitive smile faded the instant he realized that the person
looking back wasn’t nearly so pretty.
“Cicero.” After but a
moment’s examination of McCall’s new expression, Mantovanni’s darkened.
“OK. Let’s
dispense with the ‘catching up’ pleasantries; you’re clearly not in the mood.
What’s up, Jack?”
And, over the
next three minutes, McCall told him.
“Give me a
moment, here. I’m in the process of trying to wrap my admittedly limited
imagination around this concept: Jack McCall has a confidence problem. Well, I’m
going to assume this isn’t an elaborate practical joke and proceed.”
Though at
this point, Mantovanni thought, I’ve little idea how. This is up there
with Sera deciding she’s stupid or Parihn questioning her sex appeal. For an instant,
while formulating his strategy, he fell back on an old standard—an evaluative
play for time.
“Hey ... just
pretend you're looking to get into some woman’s panties. That'll give you all
the confidence you need.” Cass sure didn’t seem to mind. “How many of the
ones from that class I taught did you go through?”
“More than my
share.” “And
from what Hajar told me a few years later, you were never much for sharing.
Then, again, I’m fairly sure those Argellian twins shared you pretty selflessly,
so …” Time was,
Mantovanni knew, that Jack would have grinned and responded with a witticism
about their impeccable taste. Now he looked like he was on the verge of a
soliloquy about not having ‘respected’ them.
Jesus, Mary
and Joseph. This is worse than I thought.
Well, no
turning back now, Jack thought.
Mantovanni’s
response to his confession proved less condemnatory than he would have imagined
… or, in some masochistic sense, probably hoped.
"Let’s
assume, Jack, that what you’re telling me is true—that you didn’t really earn
the rank and privilege you’re now wearing so uncomfortably. I have two words for
you: So
what?” “Huh?”
“Did I
stutter? Even if you weren’t before, which frankly I question, I’m fairly
certain you're your own man now, and that's what matters. Just go be the man we
all know you can be. Frankly, you're not that good an actor, so there must have
been something of pretty high quality in there all this time." Jack shook his
head. Luciano Mantovanni was one of those men who could make you want to thank
him and punch him in the face all at once.
Of course,
the latter would just get me my ass kicked, so … Another sobering
thought occurred.
“That course you
taught. Did I earn my way in, or did dear old Dad nudge you into including me?”
Mantovanni
snorted.
“I’ll answer
your question with one of my own: Do you think even your father could have
muscled me? With all due respect to the old man’s memory … tougher,
higher-ranked birds have tried. You would never have gotten into that class if I
hadn't wanted you there. Of course, you might have done a little better if you’d
been more concerned with tactical options than … ahem … docking maneuvers. You
gave new meaning to the phrase, ‘Any port in a storm.’” McCall reddened
a bit. “I’m not
sure you’re taking this seriously.”
Mantovanni
arched a brow.
“When you say
something that merits serious consideration, I’ll do so. Just now, I wish I was
there with you …
“… so I could
smack you on the back of the head for this kind of stupidity.” Well,
Jack thought, you don’t come to Luciano Mantovanni for gentle persuasion,
after all. “What did
Richard Needham say? ‘People who are brutally honest enjoy the brutality more
than they do the honesty’?”
Mantovanni
arched a brow and offered the slightest smile. "Says the masochist who called
me." Jack
grinned back, and provided a gesture that would likely have gotten him in front
of a review board with any other flag officer. With Luciano Mantovanni, it
earned him a bigger smile.
“Now
that's a bit of Jack McCall.” That bit
disappeared only a few seconds later.
"Look, Cicero,
I'm ... I'm reconsidering my choice to come back to Starfleet."
Briefly,
Mantovanni wondered if his poker face had held up to that little revelation.
"I've got two
questions for you: One, what else do you want to do? Answer: Nothing. Two, for
you, what else is there to do?
Answer?" "I've
still got my ranch in Nebraska." “And I my
estates in Sicilia. Nice places to visit, Jack, or retire to. But as a cowboy
and vintner, respectively, we make great starship
captains." “Well,
thanks for the ‘we,’ but … this, all the life and death decisions. These aren't
hypothetical characters in some abstract Academy dilemma. They're people I know.
People I care about." “Seems to me,
then, that you have two options: You can rely on other people who don’t care
about your shipmates and friends because they’re too busy enjoying their power
to make galaxy-shaking decisions that affect them … or you can do it
yourself." “There's
a part of me that's tired of having responsibility for other people's
destinies." "I'll
let you in on a little secret: We're most of us tired of it. You don't do it
because you enjoy the power. You do it because if you didn't do it, somebody
else who did enjoy the power would ... and then where would we be? Either
serving in a Starfleet where the Robert Leytons and March Pattersons called all
the shots … or, perhaps in your case, avoiding said service. No,
thanks." "So
little reluctant me is all that's keeping us from a dicatorship?" Jack asked
with a
smirk. "Let’s
just say you’re holding down your section of the wall and leave it at
that." "But
there are times I look into my officers' eyes and I can see them begging me for
answers I don't think anyone
has." Mantovanni
nodded. "I can’t
help you as much with that, since I believe there’s a Someone who has all
the answers.
“Let me put it
this way, instead: Sometimes we have no answers ... at least until someone comes
up with one. Sometimes we simply can’t find them. In those cases, all we have
instead are our best responses—correct or not, successful or not. Those come
from being the best we can be, from the best angels of our natures, from the
inspiration of the best people around
us. “You’re not
an island. You’re not going it alone. Let the people you’re so concerned about
play the role they’re meant to play: Inspiring you … helping you to be the man
you’re not certain you are, but they are certain you are. You’ll be
amazed at how allowing them in to do that makes you not only everything you
thought you could be, but far
more.” Something
in Jack McCall’s face changed, then—as if the burden had between one heartbeat
and another been
lightened. Mantovanni
noted it with a certain
relief. "Good.
Welcome back to the center
seat.” “Cicero,
I don’t know how to
th—" And
before we get too maudlin
… “Just get out
of my face. I have so much paperwork to do the pile has its own damned gravity
well." He leaned towards the comm panel switch, and then withheld for a
moment. “But do
me two
favors.” Jack
gestured for him to keep
talking. “Anything.” “One,
don’t worry anymore about how you got where you are. Just plot the best course
from there, and go to
warp.” Jack
nodded. “I’ll
give that a
try.” “Good.
Two … “… stop
flirting with my officers. I got enough of, ‘Ooh, he’s so cute’ when I
was teaching you. I don’t want to have to listen to it when you’re light years
away.” Only then,
at long last, did Jack McCall’s smile return in full measure—that particular
‘smirk jerk’ expression that Mantovanni hadn’t much missed, but acknowledged in
McCall’s case as a necessary
evil. “No
promises.” For
the most part, Mantovanni hid his
own. “Some people
… no
gratitude. “See
you out there, Jack.”